Hello you lovely people! How are you feeling today? Good I hope? What’s occurred today for you that has made you smile or feel happy? (Whatever small, it still counts!)
Now tomorrow will be our last day of 2015 and honestly, I don’t know how I feel about that! This year has brought lots of lessons, tears, love and reflection for me. Although I’ve had moments of falling and moments of doubt, at the end of the day…I have survived. And so have you.
Now 2015 has lost me people, given me lessons and made me memories. I am going to make sure that I enter 2016 with the right people, the right attitude and with more hope and promise. There are many things that I am going to ensure happens next year.
As I have mentioned before, there is a charity called “Off the record” that is based in Bristol which focuses on helping individuals who suffer from mental health issues or self harm and as I find this cause such an important one, I am keen to get involved next year. I will probably be visiting Bristol to help there for a while and then hopefully I can try and start something here, in my hometown. I feel like we hardly have anything here for people suffering from self harm or mental health so therefore I want to work towards setting something up here. Don’t worry my beautiful ones, you are not alone. This battle that you are fighting does not define you.
Unfortunately, I have lost many people this year and honestly, it has been extremely tough. You have the constant reminder of them and the memories you’ve shared and you are left empty without their presence that meant so much to you in your life. I don’t think people really understand how hard it can be to loose someone who once meant the world to you. They completely shut you out, are no longer there to make you smile or laugh, nobody to help you through your struggles. The person you maybe once loved have done what they promised they’ve never do…they hurt you and they left you. Now I am going to look at this in a positive perspective…I believe that everything happens for a reason and I also love the quote “Not everyone you loose in a loss”. Why have someone in your life that sets off negative and unnecessary energy? I believe that because each and every one of us are worth so much, we also deserve so much…so why allow someone to treat you in a way you certainly do not deserve? Each of us are worth a lot, so don’t get treated any less than that.
There are so many people in this world that have survived poverty, natural disasters, war, mental issues and more. The thing I want to say is, I am so proud of you!! You have done so well to survive from something so draining and so hard to deal with. Walking into 2016, things may get better…just you see! There is always rain before a rainbow, it won’t last forever.
We are all beautiful humans who possess such stunning things. I believe we all have a gift that we can give to this world. The hardest thing is finding it, then it’s all easy. Why not come into 2016 with a positive attitude and a view that maybe everything will be okay, as long as you look at it in the right way. “Help is always given at Hogwarts, to those that need it” if you feel as if you could do with some help, let the year 2016 be the year to seek some, help is there I promise.
Now I better go, but I hope you go to bed feeling happy and hopeful for tomorrow. HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE EVERYONE! I HOPE YOU GO INTO 2016 WITH A BANG!
SEE YOU NEXT YEAR! (Get it? Don’t worry, I’m not actually going for a year, only a day so don’t panic too much!!)
Sending all my love, smiles and positivity.